So yeah, I figure these blogs are one's that I'll look at years from now and be like, "Wow, what was on my mind when I said that?!" I've been dying to doing another movie project, but right now I feel like I'm still stumbling to find my footing. Truth is, a lot of what gets me into doing these projects is the mood I'm in. Normally I wouldn't post anything to personal on a blog about my projects but at this point I think it's appropriate because it's affecting me and my ability to function as a creative thinker, and this has become a very pivotal point in my life. I get all giddy and excited when I get into doing these projects, but it's not how i'm feeling right now. Right now life is feeling really gloomy. :'( Yeah, it's because of a girl who left me. Funny how life can throw sucha curve ball at you when all seems to be going well.
Sorry to depress everyone reading this, but I thought it was relevant because it's important to know my mindset when I do a project. I remember my mindset when doing "Weightlessness" and I thought of my cousin through every minute of it. I even had the American Beauty song in my head that I played over and over in my car stereo just imagining my film scene by scene.
I'm trying to think of funny ideas for POM, but it just ain't happening right now. I'm in the mindset of being "frustrated with life!!!" and I make drastic and impulsive changes in my life when I'm like this. Therefore, I just cleared Youtube account and made it strictly for our projects. I'm currently using it to reference my works in my resumes but there will be more of our works on there soon. Check it out; http://www.youtube.com/unverted.
I'm stoked that Two Loons for Tea found our blog! If you're reading this, thanks for giving us a chance to do your music video. I've been listening to that "Monkey" song over and over for the project, and it's been helping me clear my head of gloominess.
Anyways, I'm just going through a really tough time right now, but I wanna let the team know that I'm not gonna anyone down, and I look forward to getting these projects looking as good (or better) as our last few.
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Cheer up Ben!
In fact you've just inspired me. I'm gonna write a post about it!
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